Sorry for long post
I am a person who finds it difficult to make friends. As a matter of fact, its been 8 years since I have had friends that I can call my own and who I can talk to. I tell people I dont believe in friendship but that is a lie to cover up for the fact that I find it hard to trust and bring people to my life even though I really want to.
It goes back to history in college both grad and post grad. I have had confided my opinions to people who I thought as friends who used it against me, decided that my views are of no value and I landed up crying alone in bed. I am unsure how to get out of this insecurity. Please help